_care

09.22.24

bright sunrises, walls of noise

struggling to speak, feeling out of place.

familiarty and its comfort

a wish, a sticky note.

desire for a sense of self

tracklist

prelude

untitled

again...

01.23.24

wish

may(be)

flourish

almost

windswept

04.03.24

bloom

cross

to & from

08.24.24

if

11.21.23

through - you

tomorrow

09.01.24

deserve / smother

beloved (belong)

postlude

samples

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sections

(re)cycled sequences

3 - 5

again...

wish

may(be)

buzzing permanence

6 - 8

flourish

almost

bloom

obsessive reflections

9 - 11

to & from

if

through - you

dissonant / dissonance

12 - 2

tomorrow

deserve / smother

beloved (belong)

draft tracklist

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release notes

written on release;

"during mid 2022 when i first started using ableton i dreamt about making an album that i called care. there was a rough idea of how it should have looked, sounded, and been arranged. as time went on and i wasn't confident in the progress that was being made, i deleted the majority of it. after to nurture to cherish came out i wanted to try making something (mostly) in audacity. i thought i'd revive the idea of what i wanted to make before and this is the collection of what i put together from january to september 2024. i started with doing everything in smaller fragments, and cause of that ended up feeling motivated enough to make a track based off each month of the year. although the process did become a mess overtime and i became increasingly unsatisfied with the results, i still treasured the unorganized nature of it all and wanted to keep going. regardless of how i feel though, its another bookmark in this whole gnmoon thing, and i hope i can move on to something new and refreshing after this."

everything here is either a personal field recording, sample thats been paulstretched, blurred, or played through a vdj beatgrid. with different sources going through a panasonic rr-830 and other various cassette and micro cassette recorders fl studio 10 was also used for a big portion of this

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drawings & scans

"again"

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"if"

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"wish"

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"may"

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misprints & _care draft cover

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photos

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extras

sessions (01-09)

(between you and me)

demos all dedicated to my girlfriend