bright sunrises, walls of noise
struggling to speak, feeling out of place.
familiarty and its comfort
a wish, a sticky note.
desire for a sense of self
untitled
01.23.24
wish
flourish
almost
windswept
04.03.24
bloom
cross
to & from
08.24.24
11.21.23
through - you
tomorrow
09.01.24
deserve / smother
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3 - 5
again...
wish
may(be)
6 - 8
flourish
almost
bloom
9 - 11
to & from
if
through - you
12 - 2
tomorrow
deserve / smother
beloved (belong)
draft tracklist
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"during mid 2022 when i first started using ableton i dreamt about making an album that i called care. there was a rough idea of how it should have looked, sounded, and been arranged. as time went on and i wasn't confident in the progress that was being made, i deleted the majority of it. after to nurture to cherish came out i wanted to try making something (mostly) in audacity. i thought i'd revive the idea of what i wanted to make before and this is the collection of what i put together from january to september 2024. i started with doing everything in smaller fragments, and cause of that ended up feeling motivated enough to make a track based off each month of the year. although the process did become a mess overtime and i became increasingly unsatisfied with the results, i still treasured the unorganized nature of it all and wanted to keep going. regardless of how i feel though, its another bookmark in this whole gnmoon thing, and i hope i can move on to something new and refreshing after this."
everything here is either a personal field recording, sample thats been paulstretched, blurred, or played through a vdj beatgrid. with different sources going through a panasonic rr-830 and other various cassette and micro cassette recorders fl studio 10 was also used for a big portion of this
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"again"
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"if"
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"wish"
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"may"
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misprints & _care draft cover
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demos all dedicated to my girlfriend